miserable whining, the worst type of my blurb
My dear diary... erm SB...
this day sucked this far :( (so did yesterday because I screw up my night by staying up too late. I slept or felt like a zombie)
I did try to draw today. I even sat down and drew in some broad meaning (usually the whole day passes despite the fact I really try to draw and don't do anything else except maybe some criticizing here and there). Crap, everything. It's not my harsh self critic, it's the truth. I'm extremely bad till I warm up and that may take hours. Considering how much I draw a day, it means I need a miracle to create something that is vaguely decent.
I'm so down now.
Maybe "sexy gestures with a few strokes" aren't the topic I should choose to warm up. Maybe I should draw faces (great topic but I did that so much) or clouds. I'll try.
I'm a stubborn one.
By the way, yesterday I drew a totally believable arm by myself. Wow. Maybe I'm not hopeless.
Old stuff again then.
Some Tegaki chibi (I guess it has no plural just like anime... whatever).
I rarely drew chibi because I can't. But I did because it was so big of a challenge :D And they can be fun. I mostly use them for quick crack posts. Faces are expressive and if I want to include some other body parts, it fits more easily in Tegaki's 160 pixel high comment box without making the face features too tiny...
But I did some chibi entries too.
I go to draw some great clouds to sooth my painful soul. It's so great I'm tly not emo or a drama queen :D
LtPlissken: I draw with pencil (strange. I feel I never do it but I'm at my 20th SB or so...) but they are usually not so great. I need undo or overpaint :( My anatomy studies are the worst. For some reason, I put too much force into my strokes, therefore my drawing becomes a stiff black mess in no time. Hard pencils annoy me in that case. They are for detailed faces, the only thing I can do nicely with pencil if I'm lucky. We will see.
devastacio: Did you see anything of my stuff? I've been drawing for some years, that's all, but it doesn't mean I can draw or anything. I have some tiny face drawing skill, some anatomy knowledge I don't use enough and a pretty good eye to spot flaws therefore I very rarely produce anything I'm pleased with (and even then, I see that's flawy and amateurish).
When you reborn next time, DON'T choose to be a perfectionist and a lazy hedonist at the same time. Bad, bad idea.
Yeah, be honest and tell me your opinion :) I'd love that.